We drown ourselfs in alcohol by trying to compensate the lack of confidence that a lot of us have without being careful and attentive enough to notice all these tiny, little things that might make us happier than anything else.
Think of smiles, reading a good book, having a coffee with a friend, listening to music, smoking a cigarette, seeing the sunset or just noticing a pleasant smell like freshly-baked rolls.
Why do we always look for something
I feel a bit better right now. I'm not happy yet but I started to remind myself of who I am, who he is and what the difference between us is.
'Step foward', they said and say all over again. And they're right. Why? Because this is the only option I have which won't destroy my personality.