Close but no cigar

It was bound to occur that I would fall in love with you but as once somebody said: everything that falls gets broken  - and that's right. My heart's still broken, my pride is broken and my self-confidence is still a mess. I thought I'm over you but I have to admit that I'm actually not. People say, almost blame me to fall in love too fast...but what shall I say to defend? I don't fall in love that easily but when I do, I do it unconditionally. Well, I'm over you...just a few more weeks and I'm ready for someone new...but this is just like the saying/proverb "Close but no cigar". It ist like that, absolutely.