Too much input

Wo soll ich nur anfangen...ich glaube, ich poste auf Englisch.
Alright then. I cannot even describe how I feel. I'm completely done with everything...I'm not. That's the point. There's a guy I got to know when I went to the Baltic Sea. Well, I got to know the whole "crew" but I don't know...he just blew my mind away and I don't know how I can fix it again. It sounds dumb and - to be honest - I don't know how to feel about all...this...but I'd love to continue with this.