i'd love to say: 'ur time has gone by, darling. i feel better without u.' but everytime i think about saying this silly sentence i have to calm myself down 'cause i get afraid of losing you. losing u forever. i know there's no turnin' back at all - i had my chance and i unfortunately missed it. so that's life. you have never been 'mine' but i have always been 'yours'. so that's life. actually i don't really have u by my side now but nevertheless i know i don't want u to get out of my life. so that's life.
what shall i do? to my mind smiling instead of crying is a good solution.